I WANNA GROW OLD WITH YOU...

WE FALL IN LOVE - WE FIGHT - WE GO FOR A WALK AT THE BEACH - WE HURT EACH OTHER - WE BREAK UP - WE MAKE UP AGAIN - WE IDLE IN OUR RELATIONSHIP - AND WE GOING FOR ANOTHER STEP 

THINKING OF LAST NIGHT IT WAS LIKE HAPPY ENDING IN MY PRINCESS STORY... HE WAS SERIOUSLY THINK ABOUT OUR RELATIONSHIP...I NEVER THOUGHT HE WILL THINK ABOUT THE NEXT STEP IN OUR RELATIONSHIP. AND IT IS HARD TO BELIEVE I WAS SOMEONE SPECIAL HE ALWAYS THINK ABOUT EVERY NIGHT. HE EVEN BROUGHT HIMSELF AWAY FOR FEW DAYS AND COME BACK DECIDED TO TALK WITH ME ABOUT WHAT HAVE BEEN IN HIS MIND THIS FEW MONTH. I WAS HAPPY... REALLY HAPPY.. THAT I KEEP ON SMILING THE WHOLE DAY TODAY... 

WORK IN PROGRESS....

ARGHHH.... SORRY CAN'T UPDATE FOR THIS FEW DAYS... MY WORK ARE IN PROGRESS... NEED TO SETTLE EVERY WORK BY END OF THIS MONTH AND NEXT MONTH NEW PROJECT COMING IN.. SO SORRY....CAN'T EVEN THINK WHAT SHOULD I WRITE... HMMMM...

First Date

Our 1st Date... do you still remember?? It is our lunch hour.. and u pick me up at my office. I was scare for how do I look, i just wear a simple office wear and before you reach my office, do you ever know that i was nervous, and i keep on looking at my clothes and find some shop near by to check if i should buy some new clothes and change... 30 minute before reach my office i was asking for the shop owner, my friend, if i should change.. and i buy 3 clothes that day but still i just wear my office wear to meet you. i go to the toilet to check my make up.. its was funny when i think back that time... how nervous i am.. and when u reach u just message me telling me u are at the lobby waiting for me. i use stair instead of the lift so that i can ask my colleagues if my appearance is fine.. the time i saw u waiting for me is the time i fall in love with u.. we go for our lunch.. we talk a lot about ourselves. at that time my hand was so cold that i can't bear it anymore...

Just leave me alone as im not the one who could wait for you anymore...i dont give damn care if u unsure about ur own feeling.. im going to forget everything about u.. i will never care.. 

Silent

Silence is My Attitude.. i always keep myself silence if i got problem.. I use to stay strong by myself.. as I can't lean on nobody.. i don't trust people easily as I'm afraid to be cheat. so i keep myself silence out of problem.. 

Gone

기억이 머물다간 그 자리에 손 끝에 남아있는 온기에도
니가 있다 있다 너의 향기 너의 얼굴
제발 날 봐 날 봐봐 날 봐봐 나 이렇게 널 느껴 널 느껴 널 느껴
애써 잡은 말투 애써 잡은 미소 애써 잡은 넌데
우리 함께 있던 그 공간에 내가 널 닮아가던 그 순간에
빗속을 그냥 걸어도 너무 좋았던 니가 없다 니가 없다
어떻게 나 혼자서 널 지우고 살아
함께 걸어가던 그 시간에 그렇게 만들어가던 추억까지도 미련까지도
머문 자리에 난 서 있다 너무 그리워
날 봐봐 날 봐봐 날 봐봐 나 아직도 널 느껴 널 느껴 널 느껴
겨우 닮은 말투 겨우 닮은 미소 겨우 닮은 넌데
우리 함께 있던 그 공간에 내가 널 닮아가던 그 순간에
빗속을 그냥 걸어도 너무 좋았던 니가 없다 니가 없다
어떻게 나 혼자서 널 지우고 살아 너무 그리워
겨우 허락된 너의 이름 지울 수 없어 너만이 부른 나의 이름이 여기 잠자고 있어
우리 함께 있던 그 공간에 내가 널 닮아가던 그 순간에
밤잠을 그냥 설쳐도 너무 좋았던 니가 없다 니가 없다
어떻게 나 혼자서 널 비우고 살아
함께 걸어가야 할 그 시간에
아직도 만들어야 해 우리미래도 나의 바램도
머문 자리에 난 서 있다 너무 그리워

forever I can't find someone like you who have love me as I am.. you who have made me laugh, cry, smile and down... I can't even erase your face.. take good care of yourself..오빠를 이동하지 마십시오 ... 내가 당신에게 너무 그리워 ..   

New year have past, my birthday have just past... now waiting for Lunar New Year.. Holiday seem to be on the early of month, middle of month and the end month of January 2014.. While winter going to end soon too..
My life change year by year.. and i couldn't bear it. From a cute lil kid, to a chubby teenager.. and now i'm keep on growing to be an adult. going thru my routine everyday... the same road I take.. the same view I see.. the same people I met.. shouldn't that be change too??
hmm.. :)